NAture me Crazyyy.

Alright so this past weekend i partied my face off and had a blast.
but then i came home and i wasn't partying anymore.
it made me think that i could actually be doing something productive.
hmm, vodka + orange = fun but there are so many fun things too.
i wanna go camping, i wanna paint , and be artsy and creative again.
my source of inspiration wilted away with the flowers and seeing as its spring i want to bounce back into my old action,
Drawing , Painting, Sketching ,Sewing , Designing, Learning and sure maybe i'll throw in a little vodka but all under moderation i suppose aha.

OK well there is something very strange about me ... the thing about me is, you don't really know me until you've been in my room and fully have taken a look around. my room is the world's greatest haven where i literally escape from the world and just be myself, and just looking at it you can see different sides of my personality shining.
this picture reminds me of what my room feels like- a fort.

if i lied in my bed would you join me ? we could spend all day sitting just like this, up close and hiding beneath the sheets hiding from everything that's knocking at our door.

i wanna be a hippie-ster like her i think the deco on her eye looks brilliant and unlike the fuckers in the world she has  something that'll probably uplift others when they see her, she looks free, like she's enjoying what the rest of us have forgotten about.

all right so as of right now i promise to try and be more artsy and not as lazy as i have been lately... so bad.
also i have been totally keeping up with my running !

approximately 5-6 times a week.
i hate it but i feel better knowing that i am running.

and on a final side note i just watched the virgin suicides and it was SO good i give it 5 stars and fully recommend it to everyone and anyone it's really quite an exceptional film

sorry i love this still life and thought you should enjoy it, form of art that is slightly under-rated, i love that it's clean and there isn't so much bullshit its straight forward.

Chapie Chapie Chapters

Alright so yesterday i went on an adventure because well i just did .
i went to Chapters etc..

and well books are such an easy thing for me to allow myself to justify.
i'm reading, reading is good. there justified BaM!

so what i purchased at chapters was. Bon Magazine, Dress to KILL, Z!NK, & last but 250% not least is Kelly Cutrone's NORMAL GETS YOU NOWHERE.

i'm exceedingly happy with my purchases and am currently enjoying every letter of Kelly's Book.

although i havent gotten ridiculously far she's already far more brilliant than any of the fucks in this world, myself included *sigh*

she literally says things that seem slightly outlandish but quite smart, things such as "fuck whomever you want whenever you want wherever you want "

i love it because she's a mom and although some of her advice seems whorish its empowering to females.

ex, its not that we're fucking whoever we want whenever we want, just that we're doing whatever we want and we need to be true to what we want to do and ourselves aha.

well anyways i'll keep you posted on the book but thus far i don't have complaints.

S.O Fashion

xo

not quite sure .savage

so not really sure hat i'm thinking about lately i've sorta been out of it.
i've sort of been thinking of the Alexander McQueen Showcase at the MET in NYC.

all his beautiful works of art displayed in one place, it seems surreal. picturing all the materials that went into his creations and all of the time.
ugh. slightly unreal, sickening and time consuming.
by sickening i mean it makes me sick to ever think of trying that hard ahaha.

well the event is incredible, the NewYork Times did an article about it and how people were constantly showing up to the museum in extravagant McQueen gowns and once again paying their private respects to the late designer

S.O Fashion

xo

Potentially increasingly bizarre.

so today is my first day "off" and by off i mean i'm still working just not DT.
its a beautiful day and i find myself completely losing the urge to ever run again, its kinda weird cause it's all i ever used to do with my time.
i'm maybe going shopping today with my mom because the ridiculously large quantity of clothes i currently have in my closet seem insufficient.
i want loose breezy clothes that make me feel all comfy.
i want fall coloured clothes that are plain and stylized.
aka i really don't know what i want i just don't want it tight.

kissme

attitude

is there any other way ?

baby tiger <3

glorious boots

PIMP

S.O Fashion

xo

Feel Good Mantra

Yesterday i read an entire magazine.

Usually, like everybody else, i'll skim through the magazine i'm reading, only stopping at certain pages. 

However i picked up a copy of Women's Health Magazine , the issue with Ashley Green on the cover.

Best decision I've ever made.

It's such a great read.

I learned tons of great shit that may prove to be very useful. 

Pick it up you won't regret it.

But what i'm trying to get to is this. 

Reading this magazine made me feel good. I know it sounds weird but it really is a feel good magazine.

From this magazine came this new idea... a  sort of feel good Mantra.

A mantra is :" a word or sound repeated to aid concentration in meditation."

It's something you do to calm yourself or make yourself feel better.

That's the idea or the pain point i'm taking away form Mantra, not the repetition of word but the idea of doing something to make ourselves/yourself feel better.

Well I have begun my "Feel Good Mantra"

I'm doing small things everyday that normally i wouldn't do to make me feel better.

In a way it reminds me of the Lululemon bag.

Things like

Putting on Lotion

Wearing a new accessory

Doing Yoga

Running further than normal

Reading a book

Taking a hot bath

Trying something new

Doing something I don't like doing but knowing it's good for me

etc..

Stuff like this makes us feel good, it's weird but we might not not normally do these things and so when we do it feels like we've accomplished something . it's weird - but in a good way.

☺

Note: i tried doing Yoga on my own and i love it ! 

This website is great for new positions 

☞ http://www.yogajournal.com/poses/finder/browse_categories