Sia's - Elastic Heart.& cold jets

alrighty , lets talk about Sia.
lets talk about how everybody needs to cool their jets.

I have this theory, and my theory goes like how you perceive something says more about you due to your perception than it necessarily does about what you're observing. Granted this theory only really works on things that are abstract or more artsy fartsy than direct.

example Sia's video , for all those people seeing pedophilia you need to give your head and shake and shake that thought right out.
it is a contemporary abstract dance . and if anything, what i'm seeing is Shia Laboeuf representing malice and Maddie represents the woman who is trying to rid herself of this badness that is associated with him.

Forget that she is a child and he is a grown man , if everything in this video represents something than their age shouldn't be taken so directly maybe sia just thought they could convey the right emotion. People love to look for the extreme and this is not a video where we should just jump to conclusions.

The video is called Elastic Heart right... elastic like pulling away and snapping back in and pulling away and getting snapped back in. At the end she gets away from this person who is doing her harm but let me say this once and for all:

 THIS VIDEO IS NOT ABOUT PEDOPHILIA , the dancers represent something, an emotion a struggle.

Below you will find some of the lyrics to elastic heart along with the link to the video .

Video

And another one bites the dust

Oh why can I not conquer love

And I might have thought that we were one

Wanted to fight this war without weapons

And I wanted it, I wanted it bad

But there were so many red flags

Now another one bites the dust

Yeah let's be clear, I'll trust no one

[Pre-Chorus]

You did not break me

I'm still fighting for peace

[Chorus]

I've got thick skin and an elastic heart

But your blade it might be too sharp

I'm like a rubberband until you pull too hard

I may snap and I move fast

But you won't see me fall apart

'Cos I've got an elastic heart

And I will stay up through the night

Let's be clear, won't close my eyes

And I know that I can survive

I'll walk through fire to save my life

SOF

Momentum motherfuckers.

So i'm a bad bitch ahah.
the momentum of the semester has started and i'm so excited.
it's funny because i'm listening to Ace Hood right now and this song just makes me want to conquer the world.
so as i type about feeling like a killer student this song is pumping me up ahah.
today was a quiet day but enough about that shit, fuck eh.



i've been thinking alot about what i want from my life, fashion wise etc.
i wanna be successful, helping people within fashion.
i want to be like kelly cutrone.
finding pure peace within a chaotic life, filled with worldly knowledge .
she's insightful, thoughtful and extremely reflective, but she's also a fucking power house. she kills it every time.

and most importantly she's learned from her mistakes, something i find extremely admirable.

i like putting things together and i love designing, to be honest i love fixing what i think people do wrong.

monday sucks , usually. but it's an opportunity to start things off right, every week.

business to bad.

cool shoes. 

goth bitch gone glam

love this shirt way more than normal sheer shirts.

i wish you succeeded more so i wouldn't feel like such a dumb bitches for liking you.

S.O Fashion

xo

i've got a knife behind my back.

Wow, so this is a great song, great beat.

it's good, the video is fucked and we love it.

the lyrics are awesome.

Call it what you want.

S.O Fashion

xo

p.s dont be a fucking idiot, take a listen.

Reminding myself where i come from ..

Read this and then close your eyes and think about it like an indie kid. aha
I just wrote this post and i feel like such a Hippie.

You know.. sometimes life swallows you into its chaos. it literally takes you in and holds you as its captive for a little while.
and while it's got you in its madness you change.
we transform into the chaos.
but once we're let go we start being ourselves again.
but the whole trouble with this is we sometimes forget who we originally were.

i know personally with me i either become super cold to everything and just wanna be bad and fuck shit up for fun.
and then the other time i want to just stargaze to Delicate by Damien Rice or interpretive dance to Florence and the Machine or Ingrid Michaelson.

and sometimes i wonder which "half" of me would have better results in life.
i sort of sound like i have multiple personalities disorder , i don't .. i just have a different way of looking at things.
but anyways lately i can fully say i have been unemotional and uncaring and then just this recent hour i've been doing things that are more like the other things i like to do. and it feels good.
listening to thoughtful musicians like the Rolling Stones.

and classics like Bob Dylan. they make me want to fly.

Just whats been on my mind recently .

Bad ass Insensitive

A Straight Shooter who is just here for the Party that makes you like you can do anything and not get in trouble.

and even if you do get in trouble you don't care.

being able to see that someones eyes are so unemotional that they can look right at you and you can look at them and see nothing.

Music Appreciating Interpretive Dancing Life Lover.

What i look like when i listen to Damien Rice.

Filling tents with these and looking up and seeing more than what you're looking at.

feeling like William Miller in Almost Famous when his sister tells him to light a candle.

realizing how great the party is when you can fully enjoy classic fun for what it is, Unfiltered fun , without bullshit.

S.O Fashion

xo

Find Yourself & Breathe in the Music.

What I want is what I've not got 
What I need is all around me.

NAture me Crazyyy.

Alright so this past weekend i partied my face off and had a blast.
but then i came home and i wasn't partying anymore.
it made me think that i could actually be doing something productive.
hmm, vodka + orange = fun but there are so many fun things too.
i wanna go camping, i wanna paint , and be artsy and creative again.
my source of inspiration wilted away with the flowers and seeing as its spring i want to bounce back into my old action,
Drawing , Painting, Sketching ,Sewing , Designing, Learning and sure maybe i'll throw in a little vodka but all under moderation i suppose aha.

OK well there is something very strange about me ... the thing about me is, you don't really know me until you've been in my room and fully have taken a look around. my room is the world's greatest haven where i literally escape from the world and just be myself, and just looking at it you can see different sides of my personality shining.
this picture reminds me of what my room feels like- a fort.

if i lied in my bed would you join me ? we could spend all day sitting just like this, up close and hiding beneath the sheets hiding from everything that's knocking at our door.

i wanna be a hippie-ster like her i think the deco on her eye looks brilliant and unlike the fuckers in the world she has  something that'll probably uplift others when they see her, she looks free, like she's enjoying what the rest of us have forgotten about.

all right so as of right now i promise to try and be more artsy and not as lazy as i have been lately... so bad.
also i have been totally keeping up with my running !

approximately 5-6 times a week.
i hate it but i feel better knowing that i am running.

and on a final side note i just watched the virgin suicides and it was SO good i give it 5 stars and fully recommend it to everyone and anyone it's really quite an exceptional film

sorry i love this still life and thought you should enjoy it, form of art that is slightly under-rated, i love that it's clean and there isn't so much bullshit its straight forward.

Pure greatness

I am currently madly in love with this song, you all should fall in love with it too k.♕
nice.

S.O Fashion

xo