i fins myself alone.

so today is a saturday slash sunday.
my stomach hurts, i can't sleep because i don't feel like it.
i want things too chage. i want fun. i want life. i want you.
those nights where you find yourself breathing thoughtfully with half open eyes. with thoughts hidden behind cares.
i don't think because i don't care.
i don't care because i don't think.

i was happier then. dancing on tables,bars, not giving a fuck, that's how it should be: not giving a fuck.

dear angelina jolie , you're the hottest when you're crazy.

you're pretty when you're normal.

one crazy bitch

i should probably move here.

i should probably find you , belive in you ?

it's almost christmas time and i can't wait too go home and be done this semester 1 more week. 

i'll be home the night of the 18th. 

see you later kiddies.

S.O Fashion

xo

missing 8 heads

omg so i am going to attempt being creative today, i'm permanently terrified but i've decided that i need to train myself to draw the same way i train my body to exercise.

will it be fun, nope probably not .
but is body training fun , hell no.

so i have set my room up to be mega comfortable, dim lighting candles fan window open to the pitter patter of the rain.
today i'll let the west wind blow in some love.

i'll let you know how it goes but i hope that it will be successful.

i love pictures like this because hey look so hopeless, you know they aren't since you're looking at them on your screen but i love seeing the process, like whoever thought of this is slightly a genius nothing thats a big deal but something that is just plain and cool.

and if you think a little deeper you can see a little bit of sexism emerging in themes.

i find it intriguing.

Vintage revival, DMC way back play back, bursting bubble with fading colours. yes please

ehshit happens.

my room looks alot like this. and well i love cozy.

it's one of my favourite words in the english language.

cozy |ˈkōzē| ( Brit. cosy)

adjective ( -zier , -ziest )

giving a feeling of comfort, warmth, and relaxation : a cozy cabin tucked away in the trees.

• (of a relationship or conversation) intimate and relaxed.• avoiding or not offering challenge or difficulty; complacent : a rather cozy assumption among automakers that they would neveractually go bust.• (of a transaction or arrangement) working to the mutual advantage of those involved (used to convey a suspicion of corruption) : a cozy deal.

noun ( pl. -zies)

a cover to keep a teapot hot.

verb ( -zies, -zied) [ trans. ] informal

impart a feeling or quality of comfort to (something) : the wood stove really cozies up the house.

• [ trans. ] informal give (someone) a feeling of comfort or complacency : she cozied him, pretending to find him irresistibly attractive.• [ intrans. ] ( cozy up to) snuggle up to : he cozied up to the heater.• [ intrans. ] ( cozy up to) ingratiate oneself with : he decided to resign rather than cozy

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i like people who make me feel cozy. in all the sense of the word.

Reminding myself where i come from ..

Read this and then close your eyes and think about it like an indie kid. aha
I just wrote this post and i feel like such a Hippie.

You know.. sometimes life swallows you into its chaos. it literally takes you in and holds you as its captive for a little while.
and while it's got you in its madness you change.
we transform into the chaos.
but once we're let go we start being ourselves again.
but the whole trouble with this is we sometimes forget who we originally were.

i know personally with me i either become super cold to everything and just wanna be bad and fuck shit up for fun.
and then the other time i want to just stargaze to Delicate by Damien Rice or interpretive dance to Florence and the Machine or Ingrid Michaelson.

and sometimes i wonder which "half" of me would have better results in life.
i sort of sound like i have multiple personalities disorder , i don't .. i just have a different way of looking at things.
but anyways lately i can fully say i have been unemotional and uncaring and then just this recent hour i've been doing things that are more like the other things i like to do. and it feels good.
listening to thoughtful musicians like the Rolling Stones.

and classics like Bob Dylan. they make me want to fly.

Just whats been on my mind recently .

Bad ass Insensitive

A Straight Shooter who is just here for the Party that makes you like you can do anything and not get in trouble.

and even if you do get in trouble you don't care.

being able to see that someones eyes are so unemotional that they can look right at you and you can look at them and see nothing.

Music Appreciating Interpretive Dancing Life Lover.

What i look like when i listen to Damien Rice.

Filling tents with these and looking up and seeing more than what you're looking at.

feeling like William Miller in Almost Famous when his sister tells him to light a candle.

realizing how great the party is when you can fully enjoy classic fun for what it is, Unfiltered fun , without bullshit.

S.O Fashion

xo

Find Yourself & Breathe in the Music.

What I want is what I've not got 
What I need is all around me.