Why are Tampons such a big deal?

oK watching the Cityyy ...
Whitney Whitney whitney.
We love you.
You are amazing, watching you grow through all of the seasons has been great, you truly have come into your own.
it's really interesting watching how the process works. her small dress/pattern maker michelle. cropped bob red highlights soo cute.
it's funny cause you really see who makes the clothes.
i can't even spit the words out that i'm currently looking for, i just think she is such an inspiration. like shes been in the spotlight but she made her own destiny and she has really made her own destiny.
i have always loved her will always love her.
p.s Olivia your a bitch, whitney was right about you .

Looks from WhitneyEve

lying in bed.

okay so iam not lying in bed. or a bed. iam not lying down. iam sitting.
-thought you should know-

so i watched the SEPTEMBER ISSUE. the doc with Anna Wintour and well the september issue.
it was good really good like iam about to watch it for the second time because i enjoyed it so much the first time.
it gives one alot to think about.
i guess i thought that there was more beauty behind the scenes but there isn't .
like her companion Grace Coddington who seems to get shafted or her gorgeous pictures get thrown under the bus.... just a little.
i understand the cut throat side but some just look to good to pass up.
and like once they are deleted they are literally gone. i guess thats what made it so scary.
Anyways the Documentary;even though it felt like a movie, and i didnot use proper punctuation-muahah.
Anyways, the Documentary-even though it felt like a movie(and i didnot use proper punctuation,muahah).
i realized how many there are to know and how many people i do not know or know of. there are just so many people behind the scenes .
things go unnoticed. not too mention all the little assistants handing people phones hoping that one day they will be her.
they are me but older and working.
problem is to be realistic none of them will be her.
and i probably wont be either and thats whatis so scary.
scarier part is realizing how far we are from so much.
ex: what do you want to be when you grow up? what is your dream job?
have you achieved it ? .... didn't think so.
what are you waiting for . it wont just be handed to you and you probably won't be in your prime when you achieve it.
abstract rambling thought i know but something to be thought about none the less.


If you have to Cry go outside...

Okay so i've been reading Kelly Cutrone's Brillint book and well it's exactly that ... brilliant.
She is my new best friend
i love her
hearing all of her stories and getting to read everything she has to say well it'll rock your world.
In the book she describes herself as "young pretty and skinny" and well she was .
i found this picture and i think it's definitely worth admiring. 

mm kelly love you.
admire you.
want to be you. 
want to be your daughter. 
want to work with you. 
want to work for you. 
want to live with you. 
want to meet you.
love you.

Nipples are my Background..

Nipples Are My Background.
Nipples Are My.
Nipples Are.
.Kime Buzzelli.

God half wanted this too happen

"And as she got to live my dream she didn’t know what it was worth. To her its worth is much different than it is to me. She was probably born into it. Me I’ll have to work for it. With 5-inch stiletto heels I’ll have to claw through the hundreds of thousands of girls who want my dream. Some might dodge the spike but the majority will get flung to the back with the rest of the crowd. I don’t blame her. She wants to see if I’m worth it. One day when I replace her she’ll realize I’m better.
I put myself out there and was shut done. She didn’t put herself out there and sat comfortably in her city-view office. It’s just sad to think that the best thing that could have happened to Fashion week had to watch it from the couch."

the brilliance residing in my mind.