bloggin is sort of overrated you know. i mean all these little fashionistas running around with their heads cut off looking for the next big thing to type about so that maybe one day vogue will read their ingenious words and BOOM dream job.
but anyone whose in fashion knows its anything but that.
Blurry thought sorry.
Well i am currently going to fashion school and it's good really good. i am learning a shit ton however there's those days when everything seems so repetitive and my head feels like its going to POP off .
some nights i stay up so late, the latest thus far has been til 6 the next morning, i still suck at drawing but my mind has opened up a new canal for free though so thats kind of cool and well quite beneficial cause well i kind of need that if i am to be a fashion guru. (note: i did not say designer, dear people just because you're in fashion doesn't mean you want to be a designer ... thought i should clear that up.)
i want to be an artist, everything here seems so safe and theres days when all these weird creative [slightly explosive] thoughts pop into my head and i wish i could create them but i cant :( cause i'm poor and not smart enough yet ... tragic? -quite.
it's weird you never really realize how difficult creating new ideas is. looking at something and interpreting it a new way has been my recent challenge i'm completely stuck in a rut, fabric helps but i guess all i can hope that things progress positively :)
Bon soir fashion Monsters.
The Madness can be seen above. Ugly ... Very