set me fuckin FREE

so i'm currently working through some things. 

some things known as "get me the fuck out of here".

so i came home from school, back to the little town, back to this place where i feel nobody gets me. this place where i'm so tired of everyone. 

back to this town where nothing changes.

this town where nothing seems fresh.

i'd be more beautiful carelessly, hopelessly, with tragic envy reflecting from everywhere.

i wish people could look into my eyes the way i can look into others and just see something there that they've never realized before.

i want to start my life over again.

i know its a cliche but there things i would have done differently. 

i think i might have been less caring about things. about people, towards people.

it sounds stupid right ? you want to be more careless, thoughtless, insensitive. i know it sounds so awful what kind of super bitch thinks this shit up right..

sadly i do.

i'd live with more passion from the beginning i would have created a different person, i would have been a different me, a me-er me.

i wish i could be bad without feeling that way, do things without wanting to take them back once they were done. i wish i could say: and find out if we would.

i wish i could post that without someone thinking i'm a complete whore.

i wish the worlds could be a better place so that well fuck a girl could catch a break.

not being a fucked up person or anything i just wish i could set myself free from this life and these standards i've created for myself. 

i wish i could be mindless. 

i wish i could be different.

more different

away from everything.

fuck.

S.O Fashion

xo