Hard at work

Terry Richardson.

Born in 1965 , Richardson is a noted American photographer.

He was born in NewYorkCity and was raised in Hollywood, California.

His photography is Raw Sexual and gives off an Amateur feel however it is anything but amateur.

he has a way of digging to the deepest essence of the subject and bringing it through in his shots.

However although he is an amazing Photographer he is considered a sort of Predator

He's shot for

Gucci

Levi's

Hugo Boss

Anna Molinari

Baby Phat

Matsuda

Vogue

Harpers Bazaar

etc...

Instances include
"an anonymous model alleged that "he had me go down on him and took pictures of him coming on my face, which I had never done before, and when I went to the bathroom to clean up I could hear him and an assistant joking about it which is when I decided to never tell anyone."


"A stylist allegedly quit "because of having to watch him sexually harassing/abusing two (naked) teenage Eastern European models who didn't speak English"


"model Jamie Peck, who posed for Richardson at 19, said that while she was prepared to be photographed nude, she wasn't expecting Richardson to get naked with her. She alleges that he also interrupted their shoot to 'strongly suggest' she touch him sexually."

MaryKate&Ashley

Hard@Work

Sick

Aldo Hot.

Sexual Favours.com

Gunnin for youuu

k well i thought since i never disclose anything about myself i should let you into an intimate part of my life.
my room...
it cradles me with creativity and everything i am and represent.
if you know me well enough you know its exactly who i am. its the most comforting welcoming safe place in the worlds entirety. you'll never feel better so  in light of this realization , readers knowing nothing of me, i thought i would share a few snaps of the nest.

however the bed remains a mystery.. sorry folks.

. Clothing Rack. Inspiration Board. Mirror . Makeup . Magazine Stack . Bed .

. Sewing corner . Desk . Fake plants. Candles . Books .

Why read magazines.

why do we:  read magazines?
fashion magazines?
flip through until we reach the editorials?
look to photo shoots for limitless inspiration?

Merde.
i wish i could go to school dressed like a photo shoot.
dressed like an artists muse.
dressed like a french bourgeoise.
its not halloween its maximum inspiration.
its fashion to the max. before you leave the house don't take off that accessory you weren't sure of .. leave it on.
that hat you've been eyeing while you've been getting ready.... put it on.
those shoes you think would be too flashy with you're outfit..... slip em' on.
people in school highschool elementary and yet to find out about college. but i feel like its all so mainstream people dress like mannequins.
safe. typical.
i want people to step out of all of it and wear what they imagine not what they grab out of routine . what do you think they would wear?
what would you wear?

this is what i would wear:

But Mom i NEEEEEEEEEEEED it!

alright so lately i've been thinking of all the wonderful things i need and want.
you know how it is.
you wake up in the morning and you get dressed and while you're getting dressed you wish you had one thing to wear or one accessory to piece your look with.
it's the worse cause all you want is that one thing right and you can't/ don't have it.
well recently i have encountered this problem far too many times, especially since i bought the most amazing pair of jeans and after wearing them like twice they're so loose i'm constantly pulling them up. (Belts)
so i have decided the things i NEED like "legitimately " (not really but kindof) need are a pair of gorgeous Doc Martens. oh you which ones. the ones Agyness Deyn is always seen wearing. the classic black work boots... mmmmmm yum.
&
Belts i need belts. black ones , brown ones, plain ones, busy ones, white ones, cream ones, red ones. i need belts.

Overdone Underdone

Alright so R-Patts aka Robbert Pattinson is completely overdone. 

Yea Twilight is Great and we love the books and the movies and all the boys are fucking smoking hot

HOWEVER

Robert Pattinson has become a Fame Whore not on purpose but he has and its sad cause he never wanted it that way but it happened.

&

Rihanna has completely disappeared we want more Rihanna. 

oh and Victoria Beckham we want more of her. 

Jewellery line for her perhaps? we'd buy it.

Victoria wants to try dating women.

Okay so this is completely overdue

 so sorry.

step one choose topic : T.V Show

step two choose show: Downtown Girls

step three choose view: currently unsure.

so i have been watching Downtown girls and i've seen a few episodes and its pretty okay.

My favourite character is Victoria the funny brunette who does what she wants.

the reason why i currently remain unsure of the show is because it seems like a cheap mock up of Sex & the City... which lets get real can never be recreated.

but nevertheless its decent.

however the main character needs a makeover.. dont remember her name ut she needs an injection of femininity and a splash of makeup remover. she's pretty she just over does it.. and grow out the bangs.

.x.o.

Call of Duty

Okay so with all the Alejandro video Controversy going on I feel a slight need to express my opinion. i'll make it quick cause i feel like we'll be hearing alot about this.

"i like it. people have the right to express themselves however they want. in my opinion it's an art form and although she may have offended a great deal of people art is made to stir questions, just as the video did. i love Lady Gaga and i think she's gorgeoussss"- Student of Fashion

I have awful memory.

So being the person I am I often go online and look through shit.
i Find cool people with interesting stories
or i find artwork that nobody has ever seen before. it all depends
but lately all of these things i have been finding have been over taking my stickynotes.
there is information everywhere and i don't know what to do with it.

"i pour kerosene on me and everyone i love and watch me burn." - quote.


"I thoroughly disapprove of duels. If a man should challenge me, I would take him kindly and forgivingly by the hand and lead him to a quiet place and kill him."


❧Elmer Olsen & Eric Daman & Caroline Rottifeld & Marianne Faithfull & Miou Miou & Faye Dunaway & Mia Farrow & Sharon Tate & Helena Ignez & Francoise Dorleac & Anita Pallenberg & Susan Murray.☙

Talk sex with Sue Johanson... oh Late night TV

i've been working on that list of things i want to talk about and well it's getting longer and well since lately i haven't been able to stay away form my laptop i fully plan on blogging about each of those topics.
Obuoy blogging has become an addiction !

Intervention ? Intervene ?
Tear me away ?

i don't think so : )

Note to self : Fragrance and Beauty product Posts.
i know to much about to much  muahah

Sorry mama. sorry papa. i am not going to university.

I have wanted this stupid teeeeshirt from Urban outfitters for hmm like 4 or 5 months ☞Minimum.

Well i was Downtown and Myself and some friend went into Urban Outfitters And i asked where this shirt may be and well the stupid girl said they didn't have it and i thought i was going to cryy bt i didnt. i found another teeshirt [it's very cool if i may add] and then i found the t-shirt i wanted i was soo happy and due to the fact that i had crazy adrenaline pumping through me i bought both of them. 

cost me 77.67$ 

a little bit ridiculous but i don't care its sex on a fucking stick . i love it .

☟☟☟☟☟☟☟☟☟☟

☟☟☟there it is☟☟☟ 

&

Just to show you cause i'm sure nobody believes me ...

but the stupid shirt has been in my urban Outfitters Check out account for those 5 painful months.

I'm an addict.... but don't tell- it's a secret.

So there's this beautiful site called post secret.. 

its wonderful

www.postsecret.com

people send in their secrets on postcards and he puts books together

if you ever need to buy me a gift buy me this book. 

i might end up buying it for myself because it's incredible.

its amazing outstanding.!!

Once upon a time i was watching TV or reading a book or something and i cam across the quote :

"if we knew each others secrets what comfort we would find"

this book does exactly that it lets us know we aren't alone in this huge fucking world and that in fact we are all freaks- in one way or another.

Go post your secrets bitches.✂

Virginnnnnnnn -ia

ok well where to begin

♔♗♘♙

well first of all i am very sorry if this seems rushed because indeed it is. i have approx 5 min to do this post while i eat my lunch.

so today i was thinking [as most days i do] and well one of the most important things in fashion[my opinion of course] is fabric and embellishments.

clothing wise not outfit wise.

i think that a great piece of clothing really only is great because of the fabric.

think about it : a t-shirt is cut in silk and it is cut in some old cotton, which is nicer? 

the fabric is what sells you. its what attracts you. to me fabric is the selling point if i don't like the fabric i don't like the article of clothing its just that simple.

       i personally think that this relates directly with what i am writing : do you ever notice that moms always touch clothing in such a way that both layers are rubbing between their fingers or that before a woman leaves a store she always feels the need to touch as she leaves. 

its fabric its what draws us in. and i personally -as of right now- think that it is one of if not the most important element of a garment.

Check mate  ♛    ☚rawr☛    ♕

"ur a weirdo i think thats why i want u"

i think i'm going to boycott makeup. i have been wearing it forever and well it's annoying having to apply it.

i love it and i love the idea of art and creation, but lately its gotten generic.

i'm only boycotting makeup that i normally wear. 

i know that sounds weird but i'm boycotting my typical long lash-mascara and bronzer.

i'm just going to try and be more creative. 

so what else?

"fashion isn't about looking back it's about always looking forward" -AW

i did something bad

so i was driving somewhere the other day with pixie and well she told me she liked the pictures i put up on this cute ol' site of mine so i thought i would put some never before seen photos up.
well they have been seen just not because of my blog.

untitledd

i had so much i wanted to write about but now i can't remember any of it.
i think that i will now carry around a little book and in it i will write everything i think not a diary but a brainstorm book and in it will be all of the wonderful and not so wonderful things i think of.

im just not sure anymore

 going to leave this open ended

alright so .. life is alot like fashion, in the end it doesn't matter but we enjoy it while we can.
the only reason i can think of is : that feeling.
it's the feeling you get.
nothing more, just  a feeling.
you know the one.
its the one when

Who will I be in 10 years? more like who will I be in 4 months.

Okay. so University is just around the corner.
Many challenges that teenagers like myself is staying in touch with those that we love right now, our friends. we deem them important to who we are because they've watched us grow. They have seen us overcome things whether it be with drugs or whatever or just fear; being scared to do something and overcoming that fear.
well Here's the thing after High school is done sad to say but there are so many people that i won't keep in touch with and the sad part i don't care. well ok maybe i care... but it's more like oh shit that sucks kind of care not so much of a i might cry my eyes out kind of care.
I keep wondering to myself why am i so cold?
and the answer is : i have no idea, but it could be that change is on the horizon.
   Over the past year i have changed alot , maybe for the better or maybe not .
but its undeniable. I've started turning into who i think/ and am pretty sure/ i want to be and well thats okay right because i realize that this person i want to be has to do with what i want to be and who i'll need to be later on.
I won't always be able to be who you want me to be.
& thats what i think is new and different. people always expect you to be someone specific and as soon as you change they dont know what do with the change because they aren't use to it.

So listen carefully to the next words i am about to write they're true and unemotional (sorry)   :
     in life chage is inevitable. you get skinny, fat, ugly, pretty, hairy bloated, bitchy, kind, depressed etc.
it happens.
nothing in life is ever the same.
accept change and move on. you can't dwell on the past cause it won't get you anywhere.
sure you can look to the past and admire it and love it and talk about loving it but that's where it ends. you can't live your life in what has already happened, because you will never move forward. you need to accept it as best as you can and continue because life, and 'm sure some will argue it, is in the future.

So: accept what has happened, embrace what is happening & look forward to what is going to happen.

look forward.

Barbie must have taken a shitload of prozzak.

ok so i know this girl right.
and the girl i know knows this guy.
and the guy knows this girl that the first girl also knows.
and well i was looking at pictures of the second girl.
and well this girl that the first girl and the first guy know knows this photographer.
and well the pictures were really good.
her name is Kensie Roberts and her pictures are gorgeous .
i totally suggest and recommend these pictures and this photographer.

just a sneak peek:

Things i love and love to look at

     

                                                                    

Jeremy Scott.

Alex Pettyfer.

(Mmmm )

Sex and the City.

Lips.

Butterflies done Well.

Indie Pictures with Thoughtful Sayings.

"I'm a Wreck" Pictures.

Why are Tampons such a big deal?

oK watching the Cityyy ...
Whitney Whitney whitney.
We love you.
You are amazing, watching you grow through all of the seasons has been great, you truly have come into your own.
it's really interesting watching how the process works. her small dress/pattern maker michelle. cropped bob red highlights soo cute.
it's funny cause you really see who makes the clothes.
i can't even spit the words out that i'm currently looking for, i just think she is such an inspiration. like shes been in the spotlight but she made her own destiny and she has really made her own destiny.
i have always loved her will always love her.
p.s Olivia your a bitch, whitney was right about you .

Looks from WhitneyEve

lying in bed.

okay so iam not lying in bed. or a bed. iam not lying down. iam sitting.
-thought you should know-

so i watched the SEPTEMBER ISSUE. the doc with Anna Wintour and well the september issue.
it was good really good like iam about to watch it for the second time because i enjoyed it so much the first time.
it gives one alot to think about.
i guess i thought that there was more beauty behind the scenes but there isn't .
like her companion Grace Coddington who seems to get shafted or her gorgeous pictures get thrown under the bus.... just a little.
i understand the cut throat side but some just look to good to pass up.
and like once they are deleted they are literally gone. i guess thats what made it so scary.
Anyways the Documentary;even though it felt like a movie, and i didnot use proper punctuation-muahah.
Anyways, the Documentary-even though it felt like a movie(and i didnot use proper punctuation,muahah).
i realized how many there are to know and how many people i do not know or know of. there are just so many people behind the scenes .
things go unnoticed. not too mention all the little assistants handing people phones hoping that one day they will be her.
they are me but older and working.
problem is to be realistic none of them will be her.
and i probably wont be either and thats whatis so scary.
scarier part is realizing how far we are from so much.
ex: what do you want to be when you grow up? what is your dream job?
have you achieved it ? .... didn't think so.
what are you waiting for . it wont just be handed to you and you probably won't be in your prime when you achieve it.
abstract rambling thought i know but something to be thought about none the less.

........

Comma

If you have to Cry go outside...

Okay so i've been reading Kelly Cutrone's Brillint book and well it's exactly that ... brilliant.

She is my new best friend

i love her

hearing all of her stories and getting to read everything she has to say well it'll rock your world.

In the book she describes herself as "young pretty and skinny" and well she was .

i found this picture and i think it's definitely worth admiring. 

mm kelly love you.

admire you.

want to be you. 

want to be your daughter. 

want to work with you. 

want to work for you. 

want to live with you. 

want to meet you.

love you.

Nipples are my Background..

Nipples Are My Background.

✿❁

Nipples Are My.

✿❁

Nipples Are.

✿❁

Nipples.

.Kime Buzzelli.

God half wanted this too happen

"And as she got to live my dream she didn’t know what it was worth. To her its worth is much different than it is to me. She was probably born into it. Me I’ll have to work for it. With 5-inch stiletto heels I’ll have to claw through the hundreds of thousands of girls who want my dream. Some might dodge the spike but the majority will get flung to the back with the rest of the crowd. I don’t blame her. She wants to see if I’m worth it. One day when I replace her she’ll realize I’m better.

I put myself out there and was shut done. She didn’t put herself out there and sat comfortably in her city-view office. It’s just sad to think that the best thing that could have happened to Fashion week had to watch it from the couch."

the brilliance residing in my mind.

I'm Worthlesss

Okay so best buy of the week .. hmm.. love the dress and the idea of doing a thing to buy; however my problem.. i'm constantly finding things... so instead it's going to be Hot Pick.

and speaking of the Hot Pick ... i found one .. mmm Navy

Slouchy Tie Waist Harem Pant. 39.50 $

Just think of them as comfy Pajama pants you can wear to work <3>

i dont give a fuck if i'm miserable... fuck off

This weeks best buy .

Baby Rib Mini Shift Dress- $30 American Apparel.

Hilary ... DARLING

Congratulations on the engagement!

now let's discuss what your goin to wear for your weddng-isnt that the best part.

well... since you have brilliant stylist at your finger tips lets discuss...

alright we've loved watching you grow up and your american girl girl image , however, we also like your new image. this edgy good girl gone a bit more bad image image.

its good .

so for your wedding we have gathered a compilation of [....drum roll....] Monique- classic.

for the wedding we want to see you in a bit of Tommy Hilfiger meets Nina Ricci.

Classic meets Bohemian Edge.

so here are the dresses that we think best suits these "requirements".

ps: we like the top one best.

[ Someone got it right ]

PRADA

Guess what ?

Girl you got it right

Structured mens wear with colours of fall.

It just feels O so good.

Gorgeousss

She has a way of creating her collections based upon hat we've seen in the past "recents".

yes, i realize that was an oxymoron thanks.

think about this for a second. cropped tops from 80's trend . mens wear. asian inspired (previous Dior Collection); Cut and print. Latest cruisewear.

This is why why we love her so much .

The collection reminds me of a sophisticated doll.

Barbie gone Bad.

So good.

Brilliance in 60'000 pictures.

how about that precipitation

Dear world
one thing that is strangely under rated ..is......... photography.
its soo beautiful.
have you ever walked past something and just thought shit, i would love to freeze this moment.
no ? really?
trust me it happens, especially the first snowfall of winter when all the trees seem to be perfectly covered with snow. as if it's just sleeping.
well anyways i was flipping through a magazine today and all of a sudden i thought to myself, wow i used to hate all these ads.
no joke there is at least 30 pages of ads at the start of a magazine. 30 PAGES!
thats a great deal of tree pulp.
surprised by my acceptance of these pages i thought to myself how much i love them. its the whole idea, looking for tings we like.
pictures are what make up the magazine.
i love flipping through and looking at the colours and textures and shapes and and and well .... well i love all of it.
I feel that you only can appreciate fashion when you can enjoy the ads.

strange concept i know... get over it.

yuuuurp.

alright best outfit yet
heels, sweat pant styled gauchos, loose tank and lots of neckalaces
just saying......

edu.org meets washing machine

I’m being brain washed. Yes brainwasheddddddd!
listen to this its tragic like very tragique. Sad. Okay so as I was frolicking through an intellectuals dream with a sign stating leave emptiness at the door. And I picked up a few to many magazines. Cost me about 40 $. I have a problem and addiction.

If you must know the magazines were: POP, Vogue (usa), ELLE Canada, Fashion magazine and NYLON.

And Ias I was sitting in a floral bush this lovely evening and as I opened the first page with the scent of freshly printed ink I was bored with some of them.

I almost cried.

Here’s why:

Everyday I go to school. They teach me things they think I need to know right. WRONG!

I don’t care what you’re teaching me.

I know what I want to do and be so stop teaching me things that are stripping me of my creativity and causing me to become so busy I don’t have n opportunity to enjoi and savor what really truly honestly applies to my life.

I am unique, but if you keep stuffing me with this generic bullshit I will become a drone.

So in nice and in real quick form.

Dear education system fuck off you only help sometimes : )

Good night <3

P.s I also spent another 30 $on Kelly Cutrone’s Book. It’s good, take my advice and go buy it.

Morning sunshineeeee

So i love this video .

i love how she looks slightly distressed and how she looks like she's in it purely for the party.

makes my life ahah.

She loves making music but she loves what it can bring her just as much.

and like i fully love that she's willing to stand for the party cause ex Miley cyrus gets bashed all the time whenever she does something a normal teenager would do and Ke$ha said Fuck it and decided to do whatever the hell she wanted. SALUT to her !

brown paper packages

these are a few of my favourite things.

( not in a particular order)

1. Urban outfitters

2. Lace

3.The Cinnamon Peeler -Michael Ondaatje

4. Embroidery

5. Accessories

6. Pearls

7.Ruby's Emeralds and Sapphires

8. Old Books & Libraries

9.Tiger's

10. Aqua

11. Magazines

12. Photography

13. Music

14. Florals

15. Lingerie

16.Heels

17. Kate Moss

18.Bows

19.Chanel

20.Candels

21. Aerie

22.American Eagle

23.Forever 21

24. French Connection

25. MakeUp Forever

26.Jersey knits

27.Gossip girl

28.Almost Famous

29. Post secret

30.Ke$ha

31.Down With Webster

32.Keira Knightley

33.Dior

34.Topshop

It's not over ... its..

history... his story. her story . OUR story.

sitting down determined to draw. it's not easy right. usually what people decide to do is to find inspiration. this can be from a TV show a celebrity music, whatever gets your creative juices flowing .

but the majority of us .. i think , use history to influence what we draw. we choose a moment in time that we think will become important (for whatever reason ) to the world.

sometimes its not just that "time" that was important but more specifically its elemets of that fashion that makes it unique .

ex. elizabethan ages .... jewellery . carefully decorated and woven gold thread. delicate and intricate things. time.

so if almost every age in time has something they are famous for what will we be ??

ya i said it what will we be known for ?

we wear clothing because we have to not because we want to or should love to. its become a chore not a hobby. not something that should be done with time and thought. it should be something we look forward to.

Remember when Marie Antoinette gets dressed and everyone is watching her . Eyes transfixed on what she chooses to do because she's brilliant. well what happened to that.

Did we all forget what it feels like for someone to compliment us or did we just stop caring.

caring . lazy. lazy.

money is something we have and want not something we need . its not a necessity its a priviledge. expressing ourselves through the art of clothing is beautiful and frankly its taken for granted far too often. so next time you leave look at the time the mirror and yourself.

the time it took you.

when looking in the mirror we sometimes get lost .

but if you really see yourself and how you feel you will understand the art of dressing.

the act itself is magic.

Applying layers of clothing removes layers of insecurities and adds layers of beauty .

.inside and out.

Chapped lipssss. . .

Ladies and gentlemen welcome to the new era . the era where fashion is about imagination and preferences.

alright soo ... Today on glorious february 8th it was Value Villages 50 % off sale.

I know what your thinking . YESSSS!!!

it was glorious

walking into the store/ not really a store more like a building filled with other peoples treasures. nonetheless when i walked in the stench of sweet mothballs met me at the automatic doors. it was like god meeting me at the pearly gates. destiny.

so as i walked in i felt defeated , knowing that its extremely difficult to find anything i decided i had to just go for it!

so i did and well i found great things. i found a faded baby blue leather jacket with four clasps , shoulder pads and a huge collar. its glorious. never in my life have i been so lucky.

i also found a Gap pea coat, i'm not sure how i feel about these coats however i feel as if i should have one because they look preppy and clean and well one never knows when this loo may be needed.

i also got a lace vest a wool laderhossen styled vest. and a large sweater and a few other random shirts that i could not begrudge myself (well shirts i would not let my mother begrudge me of ) .........Sweet.

i cant even wait to wear my findings. however I do not yet fel ready to wear the shoulder pads in the jacket so i think i might remove them for the sake of my femininity.

so we'll see but i promise pictures are on their way ..

ps. Toronto get ready : )

k i have an obsession with boy meets girl.

boyishh things with girly twists.

and also making them super indie and hip.

so here is what i intend to be wearing come the new school yearr.

...

Post Secret by Frank Warren.

sometimes when i cry i feel like im having an epiphany. its like a surge of unwinding emotion. i feel like if i could channel that emotion for the rest of my life i could do and be what i want. sounds weird i know but its such an out of body experience that it makes us feel invincible.

something i think we would all love to feel like once in awhile.

This is only being brought up because i cried tonight.

i cried and cried and cried . and after i thought i was done crying i cried some more.

I'll be completely honest with myself and the world for one second.

I'm so scared. like absolutely terrified .

i have no idea who i am or what i'm doing with my life.

i want things to work out so badly that i feel like if my "shot " ever came i wouldn't recognize it because i would be so concerned with controlling the situation.

Aren't we always taught to do that .

Control our lives.

Steer.

i like steering but i also like that feeling of complete and comfortable fly by the seat of your pants insecurity.

an insecurity that guides us to our most raw emotions.

emotions that when they run through us we cant even contain them.

Priceless emotion.

A word my art teacher would use: Organic.

books and clothes

So .i . . . . . . was originally going to write about these books that i just cant help but want to write about however i think ill save that for tomorrow.

ok so instead I'm going to write about something very familiar to all of us- clothing.

Ah yes clothing . Do not get confused i will not teach you how to dress yourself.. however if you need help feel free to ever ask questions about outfit ideas etc..

Alright so today i was sitting in front of my closet and i literally had no inspiration whatsoever to get dressed. it was literally the most depressing thing i have ever experienced in my entire life.

so i have these pants that i love they look like skinny pant dress pants, but they aren't. they are like really thick leggings that look sophisticated and have pockets and a zipper and everything , and like well i definitely wore them tuesday and wednesday and well today was thursday and i kind of hesitated to wear them a little, but i said fuck it and wore them anyways cause well they look good and make me feel good.

if it looks good do it!

i know this seems like a random post but i was just thinking that cause well i felt awkward wearing the same thing more than 1 day in a row. k thanks